.::. Love..so stRong .::.

<3

Thu, 24 Mar 2005 22:05:55 GMT

wow i haven't written in this thing in to long..i have another journal now..
pink_roses_xo
but maybe i'll post on this one when i actually have something good to say..

HAVE A HAPPY AND SAFE SPRING BREAK EVERYONE!!!..

<3 xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo <3

???..wondering..???

Mon, 23 Aug 2004 21:56:50 GMT

today when i was at work i was wondering..i know it is very random and sounds odd..but honestly i feel like i don't fit in ANYWHERE..like i feel like i just want to be home schooled and never leave my house..i know i know..that sounds like so not me..but seriously i have put some thought into this..but yeah..you know what sucks..guys..i mean it is awsome being single and all..don't get me wrong..but i dunno..i just think it would be nice to go home and be able to sit there and say yeah i'm waiting for so and so to call me so i can tell him about my day and ask him about his..and when i'm around my friends..practicly they all have a b/f..except me stick and maddie..and i know maddie is fine with not having a boyfriend..i dunno about stick i think her and i are on the same page..but yeah..i dunno..i dunno..i don't know where i belong..i love my friends to death..they have helped me through alot..i just i dunno..i feel as if no one wants me around..like what am i doing wrong?..what is so bad about me?..some people take me for granted..i don't understnad..i want to know what people think of me..why they think that..like am i annoying?..am i ugly?..what honestly is so wrong with me?..i want people to describe me the good and bad..BE TRUTHLY HONEST!!..no lies..i want to know so i can change those bad things!!..post!
xO

woot..school..woot...

Thu, 19 Aug 2004 01:14:03 GMT

hey all..yeah i know i haven't written in a long time but hey i told you i wouldn't be..but yeah..well let me see..brandon is leaving saturday night around 7..friday he is helping nikki move into her dorm at ircc and saturday day too..so i can't hang with him those days a really today pretty much is the only day i could hang with him b4 he leaves..i am so sad..i honestly am..like last night i cried i was like wow brandon is leaviong and he said he won't be back for a long time..and that sux..considering i like the kid and all and i am scared shitless to say something to him about it..i mean i want to tell him..but if i do i'm so scared that if he dosen't feel the same then that will screw up our friendship!!..UGH..anywho..today is my moms b-day she is 45..HAPPY B-DAY!!..but yeah we went out to eat well on our way back from eating dinner me my brother and my mom were all in the car and all of the sudden my brother just starts to cry!!..i was like wtf..and now i feel so horrible!!!..he has been asking me like if i knew anyone that i could hook him up with like someone close to me..and i was like sure..and i thought he was just kiddin ya know..well come to find out he hates his life and he was gettin ready to just leave the state or just the town and statrt over..he hates his job the people he hangsout with and all that..i already went through this and all..well he wants to change and now i think i could hook him up with someone..i am callin him now!!..he dosen't know!!..lol..i eman i know someone!!..its great..i think i am gonna call her..lol..yes i shall do that..but anywho..yeah he just broke down and i feel so badly!!!..i feel like its my fault i was starting to cry..and i just went into my room and i was like i can't do this i have to stand strong and help him..so i got online and saw brandon was on and i was like BRANDON i need your help!!!..lol..and he was like WHAT?!?!?! i was like can i call you..so i caled and talked to him about it..but yeah..i am gonna help my brother..i feel thats the best i can do..anywho..yeah..i have been talkin to brandon for like 35 mins..lol..yeah..brandon and i were talkin rite..well shit i forgot now..damn it..i'll think of it later..yeah..but yeah..school has been great i love it!!..this year is gonna be a challenge..but thats okay i feel i need one in my life rite now..but yeah..my classes..humm..

A1 - eng hon - that teacher is a bit weird..she seems kool and all but yeah she talks alot..lol

A2 - algebra 2 - that teacher is dumb..i mean i feel i am gonna do good but she like for homework gives us just even numbers to do..DURR..stupid teacher..lol..and she dosen't yell at you..i have been talkin alot!!..LOL..

A3 - web design - i want outta that class..i don't want to do it this year..it has no interest to me anymore..i don't want to be in it..the teacher is pretty kool too..

7th - American history - OMG..that teacher is so boring..i am gonna write alexa a note E V E R Y D A Y in that class..lol..it is gonna be annoying with that teacher..he has a mono tone voice..it sux..

B1 - reading - that class is gonna be interesting..

B2 - band - B A N D it explains its self..

B3 - marine science - I LOVE IT..its the best class ever!!..HAH..even thou no one is in it..its still the best!!..mr. duerr is the best..hes all like well if you are gonna sleep and you had a fullfilled night and whatnot..for warn me so i can check for administration (sp?)..its gonna be fun fun stuff!!..

welp mother is tellin em to get off..i have algebra 2 homework to do anyways..lol..so i'll post later!!..love you all!!..

B R A N D O N P A P A R A Z Z I

xO

i dunno...

Sat, 14 Aug 2004 20:49:44 GMT

hey!..yeah haven't written in awhile..don't think i'm gonna be writtin for another while.i'll be so busy this school year..oh lord am i ever so gonna be busy..let me see my schedule on mondays i have to go to school then i go to work then i come home do homework..then tuesday go to school go to work go to band go home wednesday is the same as monday thrusday is the same as tuesday and friday alls i have to do is go to school then the football games..lol..i don't know what to do..okay let me see i like brandon and all..i really do..i love the kid..hes the best..hes such a great guy..i would love to date him..but i don't want to loose our great friendship..i mean seriously..we have the best friendship!..and don't know if dating him would change that..i don't want it to..i don't want dating someone to change a friendship i have with someone ever!!..but i dunno..he's sick and i dunno what i should say to him..i dunno what to do!!..i'll post later thou..not as much..and not as often..but comment please!!..LOVE YOU ALL!!..
xO - nAy nAy

Fri, 13 Aug 2004 02:50:46 GMT

woot woot..

Thu, 12 Aug 2004 03:45:08 GMT

hey all..haven't written in a while..been busy..i have been working..yeah..and hanging out with friends..brandon alot lately..we were talkin tonight and we got onto the subject of colleges and he said he was gonna move to cali..i told him i would have a mental depression break down thinger..and that i would be screw up..and all..he said no you can't..i go and plus what would happen if idecided to go to stetson just to be with you..he goes well..i go yeah see..you would feel horrible and all..he goes yeah..but anyways..yeah..its all gravy..i have 2 webpages...

www.hometown.aol.com/oxgeeknessxo/index.html

www.hometown.aol.com/bethyx3syou/index.html

well yeah..i am gonna go to sleep now..i'll post later..and i am redoing my journal..so sorry kinda outta it..
xO

freaky...

Tue, 10 Aug 2004 17:10:19 GMT

oX geEkneSs Xo: won't you be my neighbor?
TheOtherEvilTwn: if ull be my husband
oX geEkneSs Xo: thats a hard decision
TheOtherEvilTwn: i need the penis too
oX geEkneSs Xo: i don't have one
oX geEkneSs Xo: i'm sorry
TheOtherEvilTwn: sex xchange
oX geEkneSs Xo: humm.thats a good idea
TheOtherEvilTwn: i know lol
oX geEkneSs Xo: humm..
oX geEkneSs Xo: i'll ask one of these random guys that are in my house tearing up my floor if they think i should
TheOtherEvilTwn: hahaha ok
oX geEkneSs Xo: theya re scary
oX geEkneSs Xo: its freaking me out
TheOtherEvilTwn: so are mexicans
oX geEkneSs Xo: oo..
TheOtherEvilTwn: lol
TheOtherEvilTwn is away at 12:49:33 PM.
TheOtherEvilTwn returned at 12:52:28 PM.
oX geEkneSs Xo: i came home from work and these freaks are standing out in the driveway and they are staring me down i'm scared shitless..and so i get outta the car lock it grab my purse and the guys start talkin to me..i go hi..yeah i'm gonna go inside now..and they go its a big mess..i go i know..and they said you better watch it..i go oh god..and then i go inside i site in my room shaking cuz i so damn scared..and one is like hello hello..i go hi..he goes well we are gonna go grab a bite to eat i go okay..(in my head) *like i have to know..why would i care..you have to eat sometime or other..*..and oo its so freaky..and now all there is is all these noises..i called brandon to see if he was awake and if he could come get me lol..but he didn't answer..i'm so scared alex..its really freaky
TheOtherEvilTwn: lol
oX geEkneSs Xo: wow thats like the longest shit i have ever down
TheOtherEvilTwn: hahaha
oX geEkneSs Xo: its very interesting..
TheOtherEvilTwn: i know lol
oX geEkneSs Xo: but seriously i am so scared
oX geEkneSs Xo: lol
TheOtherEvilTwn: hahaha
oX geEkneSs Xo: no one will save me from this scary clown mess shit..
TheOtherEvilTwn: hahahahashit tasteds good
oX geEkneSs Xo: i wouldn't know
oX geEkneSs Xo: thats like the story of my life man
TheOtherEvilTwn: hahhahaha
oX geEkneSs Xo: freakin get sexually harrassed by these damn construction workers and oh god..chills..not good..i'm scared to walk from the guest room where i am with the computer to my room..which is like 3 steps away
oX geEkneSs Xo: its sad
TheOtherEvilTwn: hahahawere they old
oX geEkneSs Xo: they are like..i dunno mabe 20s or 30s
oX geEkneSs Xo: its scary
oX geEkneSs Xo: they are U-G-L-Y they ain't got no alliby
oX geEkneSs Xo: lol
oX geEkneSs Xo: oh man..
oX geEkneSs Xo: i have to get ready for band too!!!.AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH

oX geEkneSs Xo: i have the stpry of my life
oX geEkneSs Xo: its grand
summer04forLIFE: lol?
summer04forLIFE: what
oX geEkneSs Xo: story*
summer04forLIFE: do tell
oX geEkneSs Xo: i have the story of my life..it all happeed today
oX geEkneSs Xo: its really grand
oX geEkneSs Xo: okay i'll tell..
summer04forLIFE: lol
oX geEkneSs Xo: i came home from work and these freaks are standing out in the driveway and they are staring me down i'm scared shitless..and so i get outta the car lock it grab my purse and the guys start talkin to me..i go hi..yeah i'm gonna go inside now..and they go its a big mess..i go i know..and they said you better watch it..i go oh god..and then i go inside i site in my room shaking cuz i so damn scared..and one is like hello hello..i go hi..he goes well we are gonna go grab a bite to eat i go okay..(in my head) *like i have to know..why would i care..you have to eat sometime or other..*..and oo its so freaky..and now all there is is all these noises..i called brandon to see if he was awake and if he could come get me lol..but he didn't answer..i'm so scared..its really freaky
oX geEkneSs Xo: freakin get sexually harrassed by these damn construction workers and oh god..chills..not good..i'm scared to walk from the guest room where i am with the computer to my room..which is like 3 steps away
summer04forLIFE: woah
oX geEkneSs Xo: yeah..
summer04forLIFE: thats creepy
oX geEkneSs Xo: i kniow
oX geEkneSs Xo: its scary..yet weird..yet i call them the clowns
oX geEkneSs Xo: lol
oX geEkneSs Xo: so i don't so scared
summer04forLIFE: lol
oX geEkneSs Xo: dudeman..its insane..
oX geEkneSs Xo: i have to get ready for band too..AAAHHHH
summer04forLIFE: lol
oX geEkneSs Xo: lol
summer04forLIFE: well atleast u get to leave
oX geEkneSs Xo: yeah i know..
summer04forLIFE: i gtg
summer04forLIFE: ttyl

very interesting day let me tel you!..i'll post later..oh yeah and last night brandon and i were on teh fone till 2 am..fun fun fun!.
xO

dudeman!

Sat, 07 Aug 2004 19:57:03 GMT

Hey all people..wowie i haven't written in a long time...whoa buddy!!..yeah..anywho..let me tell you what all has happened..well i have been really busy..i have been working and then band and then i just got back from a very interesting band camp..and noweveryone is asking me if brandon and i are dating!..its crazy!..i mean yeah hes the sweetest guy and all and hes really cute and i have known him for like 3 years now..and we do get along really well and we have said i love you to eachother but thats only as friends..i mean yeah it would be kool to date but i dunno..it would also be weird..and i wouldn't want to loose him as a friend..its all so confusing..damn it!..lol..tonight i want to go out with brandon but i don't think thats gonna happen..and i am spending the night with alexa..we are gonna have a grand 'ol time!!..lol..i dunno what to do..i mean i am perfectly happy being single honestly but i just feel weird when i'm with my friends and they all have some one..like seriously its great to be with them all we all get along..but its just that i dunno..like when we all go to the movies its alexa and elias tina and alex kay and geordie mandy and david missa and james andi and harry lyle and katie(well i'm not sure bout that anymore) danny and taylor(another one i'm not sure about) and then its me stick and madd..i don't really hang with madd that much and i feel really bad about that..but then its just me and stick..and if i was to date someone i would feel so bad cuz then it would just be stick..and i want her to have a b/f i want her to be happy..but i dunno..i honestly don't know what to do..i'll just let god take me where he wants me to go..and let things happen..and i'll put my happy face on and face the world one day at a time..and be happy every second of every minute of every hour of every day of every week of every month of every year..but until i know exacctly what to do and until i find out what exactly is going on i'll have fun and be happy and have my friends..i love them all very much!..and on that note i'm outie!..
xO - BetHy

WOOT WOOT!!!

Sun, 18 Jul 2004 01:59:08 GMT

HEY HEY HEY EVERYONE!!!..whats happenin?..wow i haven't written in awhile!!..lol..yeah...s0o0o..let me see alexa and i have been up here for a week now and tomorrow we are leaving for destin for a week..lol..NICE..no computer thou!!..so0o yeah..oh man..well alexa saw the office..ask and i'll tell ya about it..its great..she met holly and clifton..the twins..and we went out in big red..its an old old old ford pick up..lol..and we drove through 2,000 + acres..it was kool!!..and yeah..it was joyous!!!..yeah..well i am just tellin you all that we are having fun..and i miss every last one of my friends..and i love you all!!..and i will post when i get home!!..
xO - BetHy

Mon, 12 Jul 2004 03:29:13 GMT

{[(.:*:.)]} .b.f.F.e. {[(.:*:.)]}

i will miss you all greatly!!..i love all of you!!..

xO - BetHy

i dunno..just messin around..

Sun, 11 Jul 2004 16:00:38 GMT

Please dont judge me by my face,
by my religion or my race.
Please dont laugh at what i wear,
or how I look or do my hair.
Please look a little deeper,
way down deep inside.
And although you may not see it,
I have a lot to hide.
Behind my clothes the secrets lie,
behind my smile, I softly cry.
Please look a little deeper, a
nd maybe you will see.
The lonely little girl,
that lives inside of me.
Please listen carefully to her,
she'll show that she is insecure
Please try to be a friend to her,
and show her that you care.
Please just get to know her,
and maybe you will see.
That if you just look deep enough,
you'll find the real me.

love is giving someone the power to break your heart..but trusting them not to

i wanna be remembered as the girl that always smiled even when she had a broken heart and the girl that could always brighten your day even when she couldn't brighten her own..

life was SO much easier when boys had cooties!!!

those nights when you can't sleep, you just might be in someone else's dreams..

When Boys Make Fun Of Me For No Reason I No They Have No Life

Theres times i feel so angry , i'd put my fist through the wall..then theres times i've come so close to giving u a call. I love you and i hate you all at the same time. I pray that you'll come back to me ..before i lose me mind...

not all scare show not all wounds heal..sometimes you can't always see the pain someone feels

life is a game never won nor lost, just full of broken hearts and lost dreams..

people will assume some crazy shit..but as long as you know the truth everythings gonna be alrite..

our weekends are hella crazy..drinkin the beer..getin hazy..everyone fightin yellin and singin hidin behind the cars and peein..our parents din't know were our n about..the party aint over till we all pass out!!

people will always pass judgement on you..unfortunatley this is a part of life..but if you keep your head up high..you will succed to the fullest..

wanting and having are so to totally different things

be yourself..everyone else is already taken

sometimes you wish you could just go back and say na..no..but then you would have never learned anything..

pain is a part of life..but misery is an option..

smiles n tear..giggles n laughs..late night calls n fun photographs..i'll be there for you till the day of my death..bffe until our very last breathe..

your my shoulder to cry on..the on i rely on..your what holds me together..your my best friends forever!

no one can make us or break us..best friends no matter where life takes us!

a friend helps you up when you fall..a best friend laughs their ass off cuz they're the ones who tripped you in the first place..

i'll stand by you together..forever..wherever..whenever..

dance like no ones watching..live like theres no tomorrow..sing like no ones listening..love like you've never been hurt..

its true that we don't know what we've got until we loose it..but its also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives..

your everything i know i always wanted..

out of our minda..crazy ass times...not only best friends..but my partners in crime!!

forever seems to always be around when things begin but forever never seems to be around when things end...

don't spend forever looking for sometrhing thats missing find something that there...

you can fall in love at any age..

i've been broken before. i know what its like to see something funny and not laugh. Just because you don't see tears on the outside doesn't mean they aren't pouring on the inside...

b.f.F.e. {[(.:*:.)]} i'll miss all of you!!..call me or beep me..i will call and/or beep to check up on everyone!!..i love you all!!..

stick: if you need anything call me you've got the number! remember i'm here for you at anytime!!lylas!

tina: call me!!..lylas..

kay: call me also!..lylas!

missa: i never got to see you b4 you left or b4 i left..i miss you!!..i hope you had fun up nort..and i will call!!..lylas!

andi: thanks for everything!..i am here for you too!!..if harry gets back b4 i do..tell him i hope he had a great time in mexico!!..lylas!

taylor: i'll miss you!..have fun!!..and remember..play nice..lol..lylas!

i love you all!!..and i promise i will call..have fun!..{[(.:*:.)]} b.f.F.e.

xO - BetHy

babysittin...joyous times!!

Sun, 11 Jul 2004 00:24:46 GMT

hey all!!..i'm babysittin these two 5 year old twin girls..OMG..if you all think i am a hyper person holy moses on a pogostick!!..these two girls are the most hyperactive girls i have ever met!!..oh man!!..lol..they are so cute thou..welp alexa and i are leaving on monday..2 days people 2 days..

b.f.F.e. {[(.:*:.)]} I WILL MISS ALL OF YOU GREATLY!! YOU CAN CALL MY CELL OR BEEP ME..473-8057..158*65*92..I KNOW I WILL CALL YOU ALL TO CHECK UP AND SEE HOW YOU ALL ARE!! I LOVE YOU ALL!! {[(.:*:.)]}b.f..F.e

yeah anywho..lol..i will miss them all thou!..yeppers..but uh yeah..i dunno what to do with you all know who..i mean i do like him..but i have a sense that he knows and he dosen't like me..or he knows and he likes me just scared..i dunno some sort of that..lol..yeah..i just dunno what to do..s0o0o..man these 2 girls are like syco hyperness people!!..its time for them to go to bed..alexa and i should be able to get online for a few days while we are in milton, florida..thats where bud's family lives...so0o yeah..umm..i will let you all go!!..

xO - BetHy

yeah so what now bitch!??...

Thu, 08 Jul 2004 22:22:35 GMT

Hey ya'll..whats happenin?..oh dudeman!!..Tim was just here...oh man he is the HOTNESS of the world if you want to know what he looks like ask me i carry a picture of him around..he is the total hotness..i want to date him..oh man..ugh...he has the most awsomeness hair..its long and curly..and he has the *perfect* smile..oh..he should be a star..he is so hot..oh man..i want to see him again..he was like so you graduated high school yet..i said no *sad face*..and hes all like wow i thought you did...i was like hah..no i graduate in 2006..i'm a youngin..he goes yeah well i'll see you around and soon..i go okay..see you around ..HE IS SO FUCKING HOT!!..omg...i want to marry him!!..he is so hot..hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot..oh dudeman..he is hotness...he is so hot!!...

okay okay i'm done with all the pets..if you click on them then you can play with them..umm..yeah tim is hot..

{[(.:*:.)]} <3 crushin <3 {[(.:*:.)]}

xO - BetHy

i am s0o0o bored...

Wed, 07 Jul 2004 23:50:43 GMT

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You will die by:	You always were kinky in your sex life and took it just a bit to far. You died over doing breath control, blood play, or some other strange kink.
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Number attending your funeral?	53
How much will you leave to friends and family?	$343,153

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You will die by:	Terrible animal attack while you were out hiking in the mountains. Seemed that you made good animal food, definately a closed casket.
Death Date:	June 20, 2029
Number attending your funeral?	36
How much will you leave to friends and family?	$4,344,102

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i am so god damn bored..can you all tell..lol..i will actually write soemthing important rite before i leave for my vaca so i can write what alexa and i did!!..HA HA HA..its gonna be great!..

{[(.:*:.)]} <3 crushin <3 on <3 drew <3 {[(.:*:.)]}

xO

a very interesting convo...with drew..

Wed, 07 Jul 2004 17:45:59 GMT

ME: Hey
DREW: hey
ME: whats up?
DREW: being sick
ME: OH!!..i'm sorry!!
ME: whats wrong..like are you over the toilet sick or just head cold sick?
DREW: just sick
ME: okay
ME: i hope you get better!!!!!
DREW: nope ill probably catch calotoeise and die a horrible death
ME: NO!!
ME: NO YOU WON'T!!
ME: DYING A HORRIBLE DEATH IS NOT ALLOWED!!
ME: DREW..NO DYING!!
ME: are you there?
DREW: yes
ME: did you get what i said?
DREW: yea
ME: okay..you will not die!
DREW: *choke *choke (falls over and dies)
ME: NONONONONNONNOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ME: dying is not allowed!!..i wil not let it be!!...
ME: you are alive!!
DREW: ill be back later maybe
ME: maybe..
ME: okay..stay alive!!

i guess i'll tell ya what i have been doing..

Wed, 07 Jul 2004 04:26:12 GMT

hey all..i haven't written in 4 days..wow...well let me see..on friday night i spent the night with alexa..woot woot..niceness..it was kool..yeah..umm..then saturday rolled around..well let me see saturday..i honestly can't remember what i did..lol..i know that saturday night i went to my dads and looked around at our new house that they moved into!!..HAH!!..and then umm...kathy took me to go babysit..it was nice..i had fun!..those 3 girls are so cute..Sheena is the oldest she is like 10..she is very smart and she is so cute..then there is kaylen..she is so funny...she is i think like 5...lol..and she also is very cute...the there is the baby..oh man...she is so cute...she is 8 months old..OH MAN..she is the cutest thing ever!!..she has her little ears pierced!..aww...anywho..yeah back to my weekend..HAH..ummm..then i came home and i got soaked stupid dumb rain!!..lol..i discovered this really hilarious comedian.. www.danecook.com ...ha ha ha..he is the best..him and his tights!..lol..anywho...yeah..umm...umm..then i went to bed..yeah..umm..then to sunday...4th of july..it sucked..alexa and i stayed home..we were susposed to go the fegerts..no ride there or home so no fegerts..then we were gonna go see the fireworks with her mom.they didn't want to go anymore..so we didn't go to that..and so we just stayed at her house..it was kool..yeah..then we walked down the road with sparklers..what dorks..lol..but yeah..you know whats sad..i'm not laughin at all..nothin notta zip..uhh..umm..humMmm...we stayed the night at alexa's..joyous..yeah umm..then monday alexa and i watched the little mermaid..and some tv shows..and then i went home at like 5..lol..yeah umm..today tuesday..i had to work..joyous..then after work my mom and i went to her school..and to look at marble for the kitchen..i talked to drew on the cell for a while..he has a cold..i think i have one too..i don't feel to hot..my tummy hurts..my nose hurts..and i have a headache like non stop...great fun rite there..NOT!!...umm..yeah...i had band tonight..it was nice..we played with drumline for the first time this new marching season..our show is gonna rock!!..HAH..its friday night fever..thats the theme..awsome..yeah..umm..and now i am here..where i can't sleep..again..yesterday night i went to bed at like 1 am and i woke up at like 5 am..it sux..i have so much shit on my mind..i hate it..stick and i have been talkin and its nice..i can actually sit there and talk to someone..ya know someone who can understand me..we both are single..we both are kinda going throu the same thing..and it sux..she totally understands me..like i know i can talk to alexa about this and like tina and missa and kay and all them but i don't know stick and i just can talk and not really have to say anything and we understand eachother..like everyone else has a b/f and they all don't see what stick and i do..

ME:i like him..yeah we all know that..and like some people (no names) are like you like him but you don't think he's hot or like cute..i say no..cuz i don't i have seen hotter and cuter guys..ya know..well i just brushed that aside..not thinking..well..i say i make it pretty obvious that i like him..i mean i talk to him alot..i call him we talk online..yeah..and i am like hinting that i want to hang with him...and stuff...well..i dunno..like..i make it obvious i like him..well he i dunno..he like seems like he has no interest in me just only to be friends..well then he is all like well i could take you there..and he says call me..and yeah..i dunno..he also ims me and starts to talk to me..i dunno..its to damn confusing..and like all my friends except you have b/fs..and its really lonely..and i know they all will hang with me with out their b/fs but you know what i mean..and all...i dunno..its so confusing..
STICK:yeah i deffienatly know what you mean
STICK: your th eonly one whounderstands me
ME: and its kool..i like that..having someone understand me..
ME: i dunno..i hate it..i just want it all to go away..i wish it was just me and friends..
ME: maybe things will change after i get back from my vaca

...yeah so..ther is some of our convo..i have alot more..just don't want to copy it in here..yeah anywho...i just wish i could sit there online on the fone or in person and say to drew..listen buddy..i like you..yeah..i do..i think i have made it very obvious and if you like me then you are gonna have to make the next step..that would be nice..but i can't..hah..yeah rite..i don't know whats with me..i used to be able to say that stuff to guys and now i can't..this fucking sux..i am loosing my touch..and i i don't know..i am bored with my life...i am sick of sitting at home on the computer i am sick of talking about the same things over and over..i want new things in my life..i want new chances..new experiences..new people..new problems..new solutions..new surroundings..i want a new life rite now..is it so wrong that i am so bored with my life????...i want to move..make new friends..make a different impression on people..make people see the real me..not just the funny ditzy lets go party girl..i want people to see the smarter side..i want a new life..i want to like move to texas with my cousin for like a year...but there is no way in hell that is gonna happen..HAH..yeah rite..i don't want to be here rite now..i love my friends i really do i love all that they do and have done for me..they are the best..i love vero really i do..i love my life..its just i want something new and different..i need a big change in my life or soemthing steady something there to be with me..but yeah i am gonna be gone on vacation with alexa from july 11th (bud's b-day) till july 24th..joyous!!..i can't wait!!..yeah..but uh yeah..i'm done with writing and telling everyone everthing about myself..so i am outie...

xO...

i need something new something extrodinary!!..

{[(.:*:.)]} <3 crushing <3 on <3 drew <3 {[(.:*:.)]}

xOxOx - BetHy

t 0 d a Y z Z

Sat, 03 Jul 2004 04:23:57 GMT

hey allzz..whats up?..nothin here..just tired..bored and sunburnt and my body aches..well on thrusday i had to work..it was good...then after work i went with my cuz and my mommy and my friend jenny and her brother to watch spiderman 2 it was the best!..i would see it again..they are gonna make a third..i found out that i was in new york city at the same time they we shooting parts f that film..isn't that spiffy..dude i feel like i am on the boat..lol..this sux..lol..umm then today friday..well alexa spent the night with me thrusday night we stayed up till 1:30 watchin american wedding and jay and silent bob strike back..those are the best movies..lol...then we woke up at 8 something or routher..lol..but yeah then today we went out in the boat to an island in sebastian..it was me my aunt linda her to grand sons tony and marell jenny renuart her brother joey her dad and mom my steo dad bud my mom my grandma and grandpa...it was great...i went tubing with brandon like 3 times then i went by myself then i wipped out and i skipped across the water like a person skipping a rock..and i was on my back it was great then alexa and i went and all the lil boys went like over and over and over..annoying..lol..yeppers..anywho..umm..tonight after we got home alexa and i jumped into the pool and it felt great then we both were like fuck the water lol..yeah so i took a shower and then we came here to alexa's and alexa took a shower..it was great and then i was online and i was talkin to drew for a long time..joyous!..umm then i got kicked off a few times this comp does not like me..lol..and so i went and pestered alexa..lol...and yeah umm..then i just kinda stayed here..yeppers..boring day let me tell you..OH OH..my daddy moved into his new house!!..i'm so excited!!..yes!!..i can't wait..its gonna be so kooL!!..well yeah umm..my head hurts my stomach hurts my muscles hurt..my eyes hurt..and yeah..i am sunburnt to top it off..UGH!..welp yeah i will post more later i am seriously like sleeping while typing this..how i have no clue it horrible..lol..but yeah..i am gonna go..

xO - BetHy

tied;;....

Wed, 30 Jun 2004 15:29:39 GMT

HAPPY SWEET 16 BIRTHDAY ALEXA!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR ALEXA...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm done..lol..i'll post later..and alexa dosen't feel like going shopping..HAH!!..

bEep beEp BEEP!!

Tue, 29 Jun 2004 00:53:01 GMT

woot woot!!..hey hey hey!!...i don't feel like updating anymore..i will update by wednesday!!..

.:*:. bFfe :: if you all need anything at anytime..just call me!!... .:*:.

xO - BetHy

WOOT WOOT!!

Sun, 27 Jun 2004 03:50:10 GMT

Hey all!!...what tis be up in ur hiZzouSe?!?..LOL..i am at muh maMa's!!well let me see!!...the last time i wrote was..the 23rd..WOW!! so long ago!..okay okay let me tell you about my days!!..

thruSday :: jUne 24tH -

let me see...i went to work i got off at..11..like usuall..and i asked if i could take the 30th off and i got it off!!..i get to be with ALEXA all day!!..*yay*..but yeah then after that..i went back to my moms and alexa and i hung out we went to the movies with drew and elias...we saw DODGEBALL!!...it was the shiZznazZ...then drew took alexa and i back here to my maMa's house..we stayed up till like 1 and we crashed we were tired!!...okay next day...

fRiday :: jUne 25tH -

well alexa and i woke up at like 10...well we were hungry..so we searched the house NO FOOD!!...AHHH!!..lol..well then i went and asked tWigGy if he could go to mcy d's...(SP? LOL LEXXA)...and he said that breakfeast is over in 5 minz so i said shit..then i said would you take us to publix he said sure...i said THANK YOU!!..lol..so alexa and i and tWigGy went to publix in what we wore to bed..tWigGy in a sloppy t-shirt with some water lookin shorts alexa in some shorts elias got her and a t-shirt and me i'm in a jacket thats blue with a red tank top and some long pj pants with FROGs on them!!..i was totally pimpin the FROGs..lol..so we got some food..*yay*..lol..and then we went back to my place well we went swimming..and it felt good!!..and then we went shopping with her mama at sams club and wal*mart!!...joyous!!...well we got stuff for her party!!...then that night we went back to her house and slept there!!..it was joyous!!!...we went to bed at like 2:30 am..

saturDay :: jUne 26tH -

we woke up again at about 10...twas fun!!..yeah and then i got up and ate breakfeast i had the usuall..poptarts..I FOUND THE TOASTER!!...lol..yeah anywho..today was her party...it was great!!...i loved it..i'm so happy she is 16 now!!..lol..she got a cell phone...kOolneSs!!...yeah..everyone was there...it was nice..EXCEPT ANDI!!...*TEARS*...its so sad...but we are gonna hang when she gets back!!...yeah...and that leads me to now..

well yeah..now that it leads me to here...i am gonna go i am s0o0o tired...but i also gotta think about a few things..like for one..you all know who...lol...and then for another..what alexa and i are gonna do on my day off!!..welp..i'm outie!!..

bFfe :: if you all ever need anything..CALL ME..you've got the number! ::

my room...

Wed, 23 Jun 2004 21:43:02 GMT

hey all..well today i went to work again put in some extra time..joyous!...then i went to my moms house and i cleaned my room...and then i moved all my furniture around..its koOlneSs!!..i am so0o happy that i did that...i was gettin sick of the old setting!...and yeah..umm..nothin exciting happened..and i haven't talked to drew lately..which i guess is kinda good but i dunno!!...and yeah..i dunno what else to say i'll post later!...

.m.u.c.h. .l.o.v.e. .a.l.l.
xoxo

uhmMmm...uhmMmm..uHmmMmm...Hi..

Wed, 23 Jun 2004 02:56:25 GMT

Hi! How are you all? I am doing fine. I feel like a retard for typing so correctly. It's really gay. Yet I still do it. I'm weird! okay...let me get back to my style!...joyous times!...

BetHyBoB 24: i wanna go bowling in the mal
BetHyBoB 24: l
LeXxa: ummm..ok...whos the freak now...ha
BetHyBoB 24: i know
BetHyBoB 24: lol
BetHyBoB 24: i want some bowling shoes and a plastic bowling ball and i want to go bowling in the middle of the mall!
BetHyBoB 24: i wanna go bowling
BetHyBoB 24: NOW!
LeXxa: at the mall!?
LeXxa: lol
BetHyBoB 24: yeah
LeXxa: haha
BetHyBoB 24: at the mall!
LeXxa: thats funny
BetHyBoB 24: i know
BetHyBoB 24: lol
BetHyBoB 24: but i want to go NOW!
LeXxa: why?
BetHyBoB 24: i dunno..its something new
BetHyBoB 24: lol
LeXxa: ohh lol
BetHyBoB 24: i know rite
BetHyBoB 24: i'm a funny BITCH!
BetHyBoB 24: lol
BetHyBoB 24: HA HA HA HA!

i wanna go NOW!!...lol..sound joyous rite..well let me see...today i went to work then i went to the beach with my sister and my bestestestest friend alexa..i wore my new bathing suit...then alexa and i went for a long walk we walked from humiston beach all the way to jc beach!..joyous!...lol...then we tried to go swimming but it was to god damn fucking cold!!...lol..but i am gonna go...i'll write later...

.m.u.c.h. .l.o.v.e. .a.l.l.
xoxo

i dunno yet..

Sun, 20 Jun 2004 23:20:46 GMT

What Name Should You Have? by Lauren

I am...

The Chicken Dance

I don't wanna be a chicken. I don't wanna be a duck. So kiss my butt! ::Clap, Clap, Clap, Clap::

What Corny Song Are You?!

@ Radiant

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Your song:

I don't wanna be a chicken
I don't wanna be a duck
So kiss my butt
[clap, clap, clap, clap]

I don't wanna be a chicken
I don't wanna be a duck
So kiss my butt
[clap, clap, clap, clap]

I don't wanna be a chicken
I don't wanna be a duck
So kiss my butt
[clap, clap, clap, clap]

I don't wanna be a chicken
I don't wanna be a duck
So kiss my butt
[clap, clap, clap, clap]

[dance around in a circle to merry-go-round music holding hands until other music starts again and repeat practically a hundred more times...]

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I am...
<br><h1>The Chicken Dance</h1><p>
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<p>I don't wanna be a chicken. I don't wanna be a duck. So kiss my butt! ::Clap, Clap, Clap, Clap::
<p><a style="font-size: 8pt; color: #FFFFFE"
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@ <a href="http://www21.brinkster.com/laurenn/" target="_new">Radiant</a><br></td></tr></table></center>

Your song:

I don't wanna be a chicken
I don't wanna be a duck
So kiss my butt
[clap, clap, clap, clap]

I don't wanna be a chicken
I don't wanna be a duck
So kiss my butt
[clap, clap, clap, clap]

I don't wanna be a chicken
I don't wanna be a duck
So kiss my butt
[clap, clap, clap, clap]

I don't wanna be a chicken
I don't wanna be a duck
So kiss my butt
[clap, clap, clap, clap]

[dance around in a circle to merry-go-round music holding hands until other music starts again and repeat practically a hundred more times...]

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<FONT COLOR="#6699ff">You're the cool smiley.</FONT>
<p>You stay calm when you're under pressure and don't take crap from anyone. You're outgoing and are very close with your friends.
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i give up...

Sun, 20 Jun 2004 18:25:52 GMT

i give up...i expressed myself here..and you know what...fuck it...i'm not gonna call him i'm not gonna IM him he can do it...screw me trying...and all my friends that were gonna talk to him...DON'T...i want him to do it..he's a big guy he cxan do it himself...and you know what...he needs to read this...if he does then i will feel better..and you know what...then he will know what i'm feeling and how i feel like i can't tell him..so fuck me trying...again...and drew if you read this...yes i do like you...and you know what if you like me then do soemthing about it...

i don't understand these feelings that i have..
why do they come to me when i never wanted them to happen...
i have been crying over the stupid shit..
that people don't give a bother...
i feel like such an idiot...
and i wish i could just tell him...
why did i get these feelings that i never had...
he dosen't understand...
i can't explain anything to him...
i just wish i could tell him...

.m.u.c.h. .l.o.v.e. .a.l.l.
xoxo

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!

Sun, 20 Jun 2004 16:10:02 GMT

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!...woot woot...i went out to breakfeast with my daddy today!!...and then i came home and i am here and i am talkin to drew..and...well read for yourslef...

BetHyBoB 24: so you got into trouble cuz you took the car when you weren't susposed to and the day was the day you and i went to the beach..??
BetHyBoB 24: ???
BetHyBoB 24: drew is that the reason?!?
DREW: yes
BetHyBoB 24: so it was cuz of me?
DREW: not blaming you
BetHyBoB 24: but i'm blaming myself
DREW: i don't care if i get in trouble it happens all the time
DREW: but now iam on the straight and narrow
BetHyBoB 24: yeah but you took the car and it was cuz of me...
BetHyBoB 24: but yeah i'm sorry i got you into trouble..
BetHyBoB 24: and you probly think i'm so insanely stupid that i am blaming myself for that...
BetHyBoB 24: but i don't get it..i just feel so horrible about it...and i feel like its all my fault...
BetHyBoB 24: and man do i ever feel so stupid for saying any of this...i'll just go now
DREW: =p
BetHyBoB 24: ???

well i'm gonna go and i'll write later...

.m.u.c.h. .l.o.v.e. .a.l.l.
xoxo

.:*:. Love..so stRong .:*:.

<3

???..wondering..???

woot..school..woot...

i dunno...

woot woot..

freaky...

dudeman!

WOOT WOOT!!!

i dunno..just messin around..

babysittin...joyous times!!

yeah so what now bitch!??...

i am s0o0o bored...

a very interesting convo...with drew..

i guess i'll tell ya what i have been doing..

t 0 d a Y z Z

tied;;....

bEep beEp BEEP!!

WOOT WOOT!!

my room...

uhmMmm...uhmMmm..uHmmMmm...Hi..

i dunno yet..

The Chicken Dance

i give up...

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!

.::. Love..so stRong .::.